Times Like This Poem by foxy babii

Its times like this that I wish I had a shoulder to cry on
Cos going thru things alone is not much fun
I watch as tears roll of my face and hit the ground
They have made my pillow so wet all around
The ongoing pain in my chest is suffocating me
I fear I may be sick but to afraid to find out to see
My stomach seems to be swelling and so much more
My throat is in constant pain and always so sore
My muscles ache and my head could burst
Because I feel you don’t understand the worst
But then I have never told you so you don’t know
I don’t want you to worry that is why I refuse to show
I am afraid my hurt from my heart caused me this pain
It’s from holding so much anger and fear again and again
The never ceasing pressure I lived in and under
Why I want to die I find is no wonder
I have a hurting heart which can not mend
I have a broken body which will one day end
I need a father but I don’t seem to have one
I am over this life my work here is soon done
Foxy 08