To My Parents.. Poem by Michael Stripp

How is this fair to me
Lost two important people
Now I’m living on my own
Scared and don’t know what to do
Living, breathing without any help
All I want to do is cry
But know I don’t have that shoulder
These days are long and lonely
Only have me, myself and I
And I'm not sure if I’m ready
To conquer this world alone
Wish I had someone to turn to
But know it’s not gonna happen
Life is full of choices
And it’s up to you to decide
I’ve chosen the wrong ones
Now dealing with the consequences
Questioning if this is all right
Because it sure doesn’t feel it
Can anyone help me out?
Or am I always just gonna be alone?