To Night I'Ll Sleep Poem by Ruth warren

To night i'll cry my last tear
and let go all my fears
because tonight i'll sleep forever
can't take anymore.
All this pain
this feeling inside
this is why i had to die.
Lying on my bed
with the covers wrapped around me
I bleed from my wrists.
Empty drops of life falling away.
The bottles of pills clutter the floor
I made sure i wasn't coming back no more.
Angry feelings clutter my mind
never ending darkness surrounds my soul
as i fell asleep.
With a single tear running down my face
the wet stained sheets i left for you
now you'll believe me when i say im lost.
I suppose i'll be forever forgot.
As i lay there cold dead on my bed
my eyes still staring at the ceiling.
No point in crying now i'm dead
Tonight i'll sleep forever. x x