To Ponder... Or Not? Poem by Lau Jane

I sit hear in my room, pondering
about my life and who i am,
i think im happy,
but what if there's more...
he will propose... am i too young?

how do i know for sure?
he is my best friend, the one i want
i ache for him but will i get bored?

life can't be simple, thats what ive been told,
but could mine be different,
the one thats not troubled?

so i sit here in my room, i ponder...
about what i should do...