To You Poem by Phoe Jonsen

There is so much I want to say.
The first is that I love you with all my being.
I always have and I always will.
From the first moment I met you - until forever.
No doubt.
Love is beautiful.
So are you, in so many ways.

I love you.
This is the truest truth that I can ever speak.
I wish you could feel for just one
second how I really feel.
I have never lied to you and I never could.
I would never ever want to hurt you, but I know I have.
I am so sorry to the bottom of my soul.
If I could only say it enough to make a
difference.
I had no intention of a
speck of harm.
I promise.
I promise to my core, I am so sorry.

My deepest wish now is to know you again.
At least to just talk.
Oh, to just say hello.
Just to tell you I still exist.
To just hear that you are well.
Only then could I be ok.
I am always so sad.

I am continuously hurt.
All is gone for me.
Horror.
Oh, horror.......
But, there is Hope.
Oh, thank the Creator for Hope!