Today (09.11.08) Poem by Alexis Weiermann

Today is the day,
It's the day I left you a year ago.

You couldn't handle it.
You didn't talk all day.

Then you went home,
You cried.

Later that night you were being stupid.
You got tickets.

You got a curfew ticket,
You got a tabacco ticket,

You got too many tickets for me to name.
Those are just the two I remember.

You told me I was stupid for ending things.
I don't think I was.

I didn't like hurting inside.
I still don't like it.

But I do live with it.
You don't know how.

You have to do something,
So you find another girl.

I feel bad for her.
She was hurt the same way I was.

You didn't keep her long of course.
I believe you kept her for a week.

You had me for a month...
Which made ending it more hurtful.

But you deserved it.
And on decision day,

God will say:
'I don't believe you deserve to be here.'

The devil will then say to you:
'Please, come in! '

Which would you prefer?
You can ask for forgiveness.

But don't count on getting it.
You didn't get it from me,

So why should you get it from anyone else?
You probably wont.

So, today is the day.
The day I ended it a year ago.

Today will not be the day,
That I ask for you again.