Tonight! Poem by Becky Ginn

It hurts so much tonight
Like it hasn't hurt in years
I've given up the fight
I'm releasing all my tears
I've held this in so long
I can't hold it anymore
Soon it will be gone
Then what am I still crying for?
I should have never let it start
But now it rips my soul apart
Soon I will be freed of this
Will I EVER have such bliss?
What if I remember it?
Will the flame be once more lit?
Will I ever get it out?
All this pain I cry about
I toss and turn in my bed
I cry until my eyes turn red
It hurts so very much tonight
Hurt this much...This can't be right!