Tonight Poem by fabian montes

Tonight

I am lost in the abyss of my pain

So lost

With out her here

next to my soul

Here today I m all alone

No journey

No where, seems like I cant stare far into the horizon anymore

Shes gone has gone

To another place in her life

Slowly trying to erase my face that is inprinted in heart (or soul)

Know I have to be torn apart from her

The tearing begins

It bleeds invisible drops of me

And her tearing apart

What we so passionately

Made together

weaving together our souls

Hers mine

Together forever we said

But know that special sacrade cloth

Is slowly being torn into pieces

Shredded to pieces

Pieces of her heart and mine

Shredding away by the hurt ful words of our pain


Torn into pieces of beauty

Her beauty my beauty

Our beauty

Like a golden vase made from clay her face

Shattered at the foot of my soul

As we slip away from each other

Know we have a connected power

Our Daughter who keeps us intact

Forever

Yet the tearing continues to shredd

At our souls

Blood everywhere pain

Anger, love, memories

Every where shredds fly away

From my conscious thoughts

I am all torn up to pieces tonight


Inspired by Pablo Neruda's tonight I can write the saddest lines.......