faster death3

You left me one day to take your own life no one knows why you were full of such fright.
. You cried until you body shook,  
and kept your head bowed low so no one could look. 
You said you were okay, that no one needs to worry. 
You'll  be better real soon there's no need to hurry. 
The lies you have told, stick with me forever,
 they burnt holes in my heart, your moves so dang clever. 
I miss you more and more each day, I'll see you real soon down below the purple haze. 
Your memories may be old but my grief still feels new.
Now a crisp white coffin makes me
Think of how much I love you.