Torn Between Love Poem by Amy Gaunt

Sometimes its hard to find
A way to explain the thoughts in my mind
He was so real, he was so right
How does that feeling disappear overnight

Thought we were real, that true love I’d found
And this relationship wasn’t just messing around
He made me happy, there was nothing incomplete
But something about you sweeps me off my feet

When you touch me, I cant explain
The connection running through our veins
Its like nothing ive felt before
A fire, a passion leaves me craving more

I just need to touch you all night
But I know that I cant give in to my fight
I cant be the girl that I hate
So then why does it feel like im messing with fate

How can something so wrong feel so right
Why do I think of you not him every night
Why do I feel like im running away
Scared of your eyes and what they make me want to say

can’t think about you, what we could have been
can’t help but wonder, cant help but dream
need to forget, need to let go
can’t let myself remember the love I didn’t show

Tell me, is it possible, for a love to go away
Or was it never love, if it can fade in 7 days
Replaced by a connection, a force so strong
A charge which feels so right, it just cannot be wrong

Tell me how to stop loving you, make this feeling go away
Can’t stand the agony, the desire, the guilt, the pain
Just keep on wishing there was another way
Should have remembered when it mattered, no day but today