Torrent Of Torments Poem by Paras Saxena

I`m here, fornicating with misery
I witness the coalescence
I`m here, in bondage with loneliness
I`m victim of a soothing malevolence
I`m here, exploring forms of carnal knowledge
I`m here, grieving for my broken fledge
I`m here, slipped from darkness to dark insolence
I`m here, hiding my writhing in my silence
I`m here, joy mourns, I raped her
I`m here, love`s dead, I murdered her
I`m here, with worthless benevolence, I corrupted her
I`m here, with whole emptiness
On a fragmented path of ugly liveliness