'Traped' Poem by kendra edwards

I feel traped inside this unknown state of mind, silent, nothing to say, life weighing me down. Stressed, depressed, tossed and turned eachway, trying to do the right thing but doesn't last long. I need to do something for me, but I'm stuck. How can I get out of this? I can't trust anyone, can't tell anyone my deepest secrets, I can't really express myself only with God and me knowing the real me. I stay silent to the world having myself alone and everything unspoken. Needing release, but am I really bound of the things holding me? or can I escape?