Tribulations Poem by tom thump

Walking hand in hand
Waiting by my side
She waltzed alongside
While I pondered

How many seasons
for how many reasons?
When all good feelings
Well said, told me to prevail

Why did I go away
What made me walk away?
I was always there with her
But never ever really there

It was never that way
I had eyes only for her
She was my butterfly
and always my dream bird

And I was hers too, I think!
And we had a good life together
Nits and bits yes, but never pains
Rainbow horizons never appeared
Nor did threatening storms

Quiet drizzles and hot summers yes
Violet whistles and mad drummers no
So why am I still worried
I have a normal life, but like others
I have an abnormal dream