Truth Poem by playdough person

i told you bits and peices
and still you treat me like a disease
you tell me i lie
if only you could see inside my mind
i wish i could tell you
everything i've doen for you
i protected you, i protected everyone
right from the begining, right from day one
you say your trying to save me
but only scars you ever gave me
you limit me
you push me
you wont ever let me go
until you know i'm completely alone
thats when you'll attack
without ever looking back
we have different dreams
which is easily seen
i wishi could say you really love me
but thats not what you've ever shown me
i wish you would just sign my release
make us both a little more at peace
i promise to go back to biteing my tounge
as long as you say you know how it hurt
they told you about the abuse
and your face didn't move
i've always known you knew
i've just been waiting for the day we could start anew
i'm not sorry for the choices i made
i just hate it you continue to call me fake
i want to scream i'm sorry
but i wouldn't know for what
i have my share of mistakes
but yours over takes
i said what was true
now i'm through
the focus is on you
so now tell them
about all the things you did
you left me
you should have known
oh wait i forgot
it was just more money in your hand
just so you could be with another man
you tell me its time to grow up
in a mirror you should look
i've picked you up time and time again
i'm through with you, i'm washing my hands
you've gotten to me for the last time
i'm done living in whats behind
watching you going into rewind
you may never learn
i'll get a call one day
and this is exactly what i'll say
i've been waiting for this call
what this tells me is shes never listened, no not at all
shes finally hit her final fall
and the only ONE tear shall fall