Unable To Start Poem by Eman Awad

Just one more day,
this is the end of the year that witnessed my love.
You'll go away,
and till i meet you again my life will be so tough.
My heart holds time,
crying out, please pass me by as slow as it can be.
But my heart isn't mine,
and the time so as every thing belongs not to me.
All of what's mine are his,
he'll take my dreams and say goodbye.
All of what's left is lonliness,
and oceans of the tears that i'll cry.
I'll be left to my wonder,
how did the time pass us by so fast?
It was a clear sky then thunder,
nothing around your heart can last.
You killed all that's in me,
dying to live, dying to breathe.
I'm chained to you unfree,
and still you dwell underneath.
I can't get you out of my mind,
i couldn't get you out of my heart.
But even though i left you behind,
some times i feel like i can't even start...