Under The White Sky And Black Sun Poem by Electric Tripp

All alone in silence
I hurt myself to feel alive
and I cut myself to see the blood

I remember the cold steel of the gun pressed against my head,
Hoping to God that maybe I could be set free, if I were dead,
Talking to myself in the darkness, looking for a light in my way
Walking by myself on this path, finding a fight everyday
I remember watching everything around us decay and die under our noses
and the comfort I got when my grip on the trigger was released by the roses

I remember how the cold rain of November fell down on us
and left us estranged from each other once again
Crying in the sunshine, and screaming at the moon
Trying to hide from the world, hoping life would end soon

I can still feel the cold blade pressed against my skin
and the inside flowing out cleansing me of my sin
Looking into the mirror and seeing the future unfold
I dont need to live in a world this cold
So I sit in my room as the world passes by without me
Looking at the world around and remember the past
And watching my youth waste away too fast

A Black Sky with A White Sun
Black Roads and White Grass
All Colour fades until there's none
The world is grey scale as we pass

All alone in silence, I Pressed a gun against your head
I hurt myself to feel alive, you cant yell at me if your dead
I cut myself to see the blood with the cold blade pressed against me
Maybe if I die, I'll be allowed to be free

Suicide
I'll Kill Me To Live
Homicide
I'll Kill You To Strive

Strive to live my life the way i want to Live it
A Life without you telling me what to do
Strive to live my life without all this bullshit
I Want to live a life without you

Suicide
I'll Kill Me To Hurt You
Take a Ride
You Don't Want It To Go Through

Everything around us decays and dies
All Colour fades until theres none
and So the beast shall rise
under a white sky and black sun
I'm crying in the sunshine, and screaming at the moon
and trying to hide from the world, hoping life will end soon