Unhappy Poem by suja nair

Why do I miss you so much, when you don't even bother for me,
Why do I feel so sad, When I do not get a mail from you
Why do I feel lost and unhappy, when I do not hear from you,
Why does all this happen, even though, I tell myself not to.....


I keep reminding myself, not to wait for your mails,
I keep reminding myself, you are a dream....
All that happened, between us was not a reality,
I just keep reminding myself, but, I still feel sad and miss you.....


Once you told me, should I help you in forgetting me,
Is that what, you are doing now dear,
Is this how you repay me for all my trust for you....
My love for you was very sincere.....


I was not playing a game with you,
I was a fool I know it, but I wanted to be near you,
In your arms,
I knew I should not have done all that,
But still I loved you dear, so, all those stupidities....


Why do you run away from me,
Why do you keep all your feelings within you...
You tell me you are not emotional.....
Why then, why don't you, send me a mail....


I knew, I can get only sadness by loving you,
I knew I can be hurt, by coming close to you
emotionally and physically......
I knew true love only has tragedies...
But still my love, I love you dearly.