Untitled 19 Poem by RIC BASTASA

i think a little bit
what is in you that i love
what is in me that you cannot love

logic tells me
you are never worthy of my love
you are not the kind and quality that i am looking for
i detest this unexplainable feeling
if i think some more
i vomit with what i see
and see carefully

crazy heart
illogical self
every moment i long for you
every time i see you i become lost thinking about you
i cherish your face
i desire your touch
i want to fuse with your body
i imagine the warmth
and the throbbing heart
singing in bliss

my mind says i am crazy
but this heart says i am right
with you i become a bird with swift wings
i can fly to the highest skies
with you i can be complete

there is no word fit for this
this is a river flowing without a mind of its own
and yet it has song
it has life
it has love.