Kelsey Joe


Untitled


I lay in the middle of the floor
With no meaning to my life
I look at the dots on the ceiling
And hope for something to happen.

Maybe the roof will collapse
And kill me right there
Maybe somebody will shoot a gun
And it'll crash through the windows and go to me.

I know I can't grab the razor
But yet depression sits on my shoulders
So how do I deal with it
Besides lay around waiting for my death.

Why should I bother
If no one seems to care anymore
Who would know the difference
If I marked myself tonight.

The feel of blood flowing out
Calms my nerves but makes me anxious
How I long to feel it again
And feel the pain on my skin the morning after.

The scars on my body
Are the reminder of those days
And sometimes I wish to go back to it
But I know I can't.

If I did I'd crush spirits
Not just my friend's but my own
And starving myself to death
Isn't helping anything either.

Because I'm a failure to them
I try to do something perfect
But not eating isn't the answer
But it's just to hard to eat something these days.

The feeling of throwing up
Keeps me away from most foods
But it's not cutting that's doing this
I'm just a ticking bomb waiting to explode.

Submitted: Sunday, September 09, 2007
Edited: Wednesday, April 06, 2011

Do you like this poem?
0 person liked.
0 person did not like.

Read this poem in other languages

This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.

I would like to translate this poem »

word flags

What do you think this poem is about?

Comments about this poem (Untitled by Kelsey Joe )

Enter the verification code :

There is no comment submitted by members..

Top Poems

  1. Phenomenal Woman
    Maya Angelou
  2. The Road Not Taken
    Robert Frost
  3. If You Forget Me
    Pablo Neruda
  4. Still I Rise
    Maya Angelou
  5. Dreams
    Langston Hughes
  6. Annabel Lee
    Edgar Allan Poe
  7. If
    Rudyard Kipling
  8. I Know Why The Caged Bird Sings
    Maya Angelou
  9. Stopping by Woods on a Snowy Evening
    Robert Frost
  10. Invictus
    William Ernest Henley

PoemHunter.com Updates

New Poems

  1. Boy O' Dreams, Helen Hay Whitney
  2. Does the Pearl Know?, Helen Hay Whitney
  3. Sigh Not for Love, Helen Hay Whitney
  4. A Woman's Pride, Helen Hay Whitney
  5. The gift of sight, Laxman Rao
  6. For some time, Pradip Chattopadhyay
  7. Love's Kiss, Helen Hay Whitney
  8. Was There Another Spring, Helen Hay Whitney
  9. To Diane, Helen Hay Whitney
  10. An Aye Aye Dreams of being a Woodpecker, Stephen Katona

Poem of the Day

poet Dante Gabriel Rossetti

Young Love lies sleeping
In May-time of the year,
Among the lilies,
Lapped in the tender light:
White lambs come grazing,
White doves come building there:
...... Read complete »

   

Member Poem

[Hata Bildir]