Up There Poem by Jade Just me

How is it up there?
Can you see me down here?
Cause you're so far away
But sometimes you feel so near

Tell me... did it hurt?
Or was it just a walk in the park?
Did you feel any pain,
When you stopped the beating of your heart?

Did you think of me,
As you began to close your eyes?
Did you think of how you hurt me,
And how you told me all those lies?

Did you think of how I would feel,
Watching you ride away in that hearse?
And when I got to read your 'good-bye note',
Of how I would feel even worse?

No... You didnt think,
You just wanted to die.
But it kills me, too,
That you didnt say good-bye.

So will you watch over me,
And make sure Im safe?
So that maybe sometime...
I can see your face.

And maybe we'll be together,
and maybe you'll be mine...
But I know I'll see you again,
It's all just a matter of time.//♥