**vanish** Poem by Emily Sleator aka Katastrophic Kyte3 NopyGirrl

I fail to see the trick
How can I stand when you keep pushing me?
There’s nothing wrong but there’s nothing right
I laugh my a** off (lmao)
*Crying inside* Cant you see I thought I made it obvious
But still you go on and vex me
Why can’t you just kill me?
Instead of making me suffer
You to cool for that too?
It would keep your slate cleaner
Raiding my thoughts and giving me piracy
Cant be taken or copied

U wont see me
I’m gonna vanish
Disappear out of sight
Don’t ya wish you knew my magic?
It ain’t no fiction
Like the Houdini said, “I’m tired of fighting.”

My biggest failure was not seeing through you and your illusion
But magic has its secrets and I find secrets
Darling don’t you worry all is known

U sure wont see me no more
I’m gonna vanish
Disappear out of sight
This ain’t no magic, babey…

My vanish act is the greatest of them all
You wont touch me, you wont feel me, you wont hear me.
But you will sense me.
Haunting you for all you’ve done
Cant let you go either, babey.
Sweetie you wont have to kill me
But worse you’ll feel the guiltiness of a murder
The soul of a clean girl gone down the drain
Not clean no more?
Son don’t bother searching
I’m gone and I’ve left no clues
The guessing game is yours to play
Let me go but anyways you are still killing me
Let me make it easier

U wont see me
I’m gonna vanish
Out of sight
Disappear for all eternity
My magic aint no fiction

Hit me, scar me, pus h me, stab me I don’t care I’m already dead
In this illusion
Get me out of this prison cell
Let me work my magic
“I’m tired of fighting”