Verity Poem by Chaotic Life aka Curly Mer

I am not strong enough for this world

I am getting weaker
And more stupid by the day
Conforming to a society I hate and
Selflessly giving my tender loving care away
To people who do not even stop to pick me up
When I slip but instead criticize me
For wearing slippers in place of boots
Failing to comprehend that love is all I’m capable
Of giving after receiving so much hate

I am broken
I can even feel my bones trembling as I write
My mind circulating thoughts of no sanity
I am losing sight of what is right in front of me
Isolating myself from any connection with the world
That I always aspired to impact but now
I fear with every pore of my weakening body

I am hurting
Can anyone understand?
I wake up in the morning and the first thing
That I hear is the sound of my heart
Ferociously pounding against my ribs
Screaming for mercy
As if my body is the prison
That foster and feeds on the devil

I am slowly dying
And I am doing nothing to stop it
I have fought for too long
And cared a bit too much
This soul is no more