Virgin Cravings Poem by Ramona Thompson

I'm scared
Sometimes I'm so very scared of this need
Tearing me apart
From the inside out
Swear that never
Never before have I felt this way
So hot and unsure
All wound up
Waiting
Wanting

What I don't know
How to handle these feelings I'm not really sure
So many sexy guys around me
Tempting me
Making it harder and harder to resist
The erotic pictures unfolding in my head
Makes me feel so ashamed
Shivering in horror at the thought of what I have become
I wanna give in
No!
I don't want to
Or do I?

What do I do?
And who?
Should I hold on and fight?
Or should I just let go and let all my coiled up emotions go?
I just don't know
Feeling so torn
Between the good girl and the bad
I wanna taste heaven
Yet a part of me holds back to wonder
Is it worth the hell?

I dream of hands
Hands and lips
Masculine and oh so strong
Caressing
Smoothing
Turning all my nos to estastic, orgasmic yes'es
Yes'es of sweet desire
Yearning is burning
The walls I've kept so long errected are in danger of falling
And still I'm standing here torn

Shy, weak, excited and scared to death of....

My virgin cravings lately so very out of control

2009 Ramona Thompson