Voices In My Headshut Up, Shut Up, Shut Up! ! ! Poem by Amy Louise Kerswell

SHUT UP, SHUT UP, SHUT UP! ! !
Voices are every where in my head.
They follow me everywhere, like the black cloud that rains.
The voices in my head constantly scratch at my brain.
With in the mist of the rain.

But the living gets painful and harder every single day.
I feel ashamed to admit that i don't want to live,
I don't know how much more i can take or give.
While the voices makes me emotionally sick.
The hold they have on me is so tight and thick,
Voices of bastards who hurt me.
The asswholes that abused me.

The depression they left in my life.
As the voices I try to fight.
I battle in the day i battle in the night

I try and compose myself, let them belive that i'm fine
But happiness is non-existant in this world of mine
When i hear the voices i feel i'm going insane,
As they constantly scratch away at my brain.

All they want to do is hurt me even more.
Brining me to the shore.
They want to bring me to an end