Waiting... Poem by Kaushika Purushothaman

i am not your friend, my love
i know i cant be one
why cant i just tell you that
somethings cant be undone

i dont have the guts, my love
to tell u all i feel
i talk to you the whole day-but
some wounds just dont heal

i feel so hard inside, my love
i sit all day and dream
how life would be if you were mine
i just want to scream

i do know that love is blind, my love
is it the reason why
the friend in you, the friend in me
just seem, a dirty lie

i know this cant be, my love
why dont you just think
of things we talked and talked all day
of things that let me sink

i dont understand, my love
is it so hard to talk
so much we did, so much we hid
we just move on and walk

i will for sure wait, my love
till you feel the same
my heart is where you go, my love
it wont take a blame.
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