Wasted It Poem by Antonia BlackFlag

In todays world
Everyone seems strong and fearless
Ready to make a change
But I seem to be lagging behind
Scared
Not ready to make a change

I retreat to my corner
Alone, once again
Quite low
Depressed if I may say
No one around
Alone once again

Can't seem to find my way around
Confusion is a part of me
Not sure of success
Afraid of disappointment
I decide no to try
I give up

Living
But no life
No inspiration No muse
No purpose
Can't handle it
Its too much

I finish
I am history
What difference did I make
Who did I influence
What did I achieve
Life was worthless

I wasted it worried
I wasted it depressed