What Am I Suppose 2 Do? Poem by Cheyenne GoodBear

Wat am I suppose 2 do…
I can’t help but think of u
I can’t get u outta my mind.
There’s sumthin bout u that keeps me holdin on…
There’s times where I wanna hate u
But I can’t eva do it…
Wen I get 2 thinkin it makes me wanna cry…
That’s how bad I hurt.
U wuz my closest friend ever…
And I lost u…
Do u kno how that makes me feel
I jus wanna be in ur arms so bad…
But I can’t…why…
I feel incomplete wen I’m not around u
Wen I am I feel like I’m in a whole different world
And that makes me feel so good.
U say I deserve betta but I don’t think so…
2 me I deserve u…
I would never treat u like she did…
U kno that 2.
I don’t ever want chu 2 go.
I luv wen we kiss…
I feel like I’m sumbody important
Wen I don’t kiss u I feel like don’t even exist.
You bring me up wen I’m down
I like that
I’d be sad about anything
but u’d find a way 2 make me laugh.
I luv ur smile
Er’time I c u smile it makes me wanna smile.
It’s jus u.
U have me…but I don’t have u
Er’body tells me to leave u alone
But wen I do I feel like s***
U kno I’m down 4 anything.
I’d give up anything n tha world jus 2 b wit chu.
I jus can’t leave u alone.
U don’t kno how much I like u…
So tell me wat do I do?
I really believed u wen u said I make u betta…
Should I still believe u.
I don’t kno wat 2 believe anymore…
So all I gotta say is…wat am I suppose 2 do?
Can u tell me that?