What Am I To Do? Poem by Joy Davis

staring at the tv
nothing to do
listening to the music
thinking of you

sitting on my bed
waiting for your call
knowing its not going to come
makes me wanna bawl

looking through your pictures
seeing your smile
should throw them away
why make it a trial

talking about you
to all of my friends
they disapprove of me
say its over the end

knowing you don't care
so why should i
just cant help it
even through the lie

missing you terribly
cant live without you
you’re not worth it
what am i to do?