What Did I Do Poem by Night Angel

I've never felt so alone
So betrayed
I loved him
Hell I still love him
But he doesn't love me anymore
I remember when he told me
I ran off to the bathroom
And cried and cried
He came in after me
We talked as I was still crying
The only thing I wanted to know was why
Why did he do this to me
I wanted to make you happy
Til you didn't need me anymore
He said
But that didn't make any sense
He was the one
Who said I love you first
Not me
So what happened
I wasn't sure
So I kept crying and running from him
I couldn't believe it
My perfect world gone
Gone in a heartbeat
What did I do wrong
What is going on
Once I hurt him
Trying to get away
But he hurt me more
Even thinking about it now
Makes me cry
Since then we haven't been the same
We get into fights more often
And I'm scared he's going to leave any second now
And I'm not sure what to do
I pray for guidance
And for this relationship to work
Cause despite everything
I still love him
And always will
I still want to be with him
And I'll do anything to help him love me
Even if it means giving up the part of me
That makes me, me
Heaven help us
And bless this relationship
Cause we need it