What Gave You The Right? ? ? Poem by bombdiggitty princess

i know its all over,
but i cannot forget.
everytime i think about it,
makes me upset.

when i close my eyes i can see him here,
without warning i am filled with fear.
i can feel him on me thrusting,
why oh why was i so trusting.

i cannot sleep,
the flashbacks are so real.
its all so overwhelming,
numbness is all i feel.

the tears are rushing,
down my face.
what has happened,
i feel like such a disgrace

i want nothing more,
then to lay down and die.
but for now,
i just sit here and cry.