What I See Poem by Christon SykesSmith

Looking in the mirror seeing a monster
Staring back at me
Wanting to feel normal
Wanting to go out to the sea
People expecting to much
Something telling me to 'go with the flow'
But that wont happen gotta stay on guard
Gotta keep running
Keep hiding
But it doesn't matter
Nothing does, Nothing helps
But it wont get better
So get over it
Move on
But somethings holding me back
Urging me to stay
Saying
Save this one..... It's worth it.
In reply
Nothing is worth the pain
Worth me go-en insane
Love.......... Dead
Trust... No more