What If I Say No? Poem by Brittney Phillips

what if i say no?
will you still love me?
will you continue to be the fire in my eyes,
or the fire burning my pride?
will u denie me happiness,
or leave me full of bliss?
will u still except my kiss?
if not i will indeed miss u,
cuz i'm not ready
i'm not ready for something i may regret
i'm not ready to put my life in your hands yet.
i swear i love u with all my heart
it's hard for me to,
cuz i'm not quite ready for anything to fall apart
i don't want to be like my mom,
with all her hardships and all
i'm not ready for life to jump forward
so imma stand tall...and ax u
what would u do if i say no?

cuz i'm willing to wait to have sex