What's My Vantage Point Poem by Low Li Ling Jasmine

Like a spear in the dark
Came the thrust of realization
In a swift, swept away this terrible blurriness
The intrude of newfound perspective
Unveil a startled reaction

Thereafter...
Dredge up the part of making choices
Don't want a downhill slide of spiral
Sighed at life's unpredictable
Forget the whatsoever
Prompt my heart's desire
However there's always this however

Enlist influence of those prior experiences
It may not seem too dreadful a decision
For its base, a protective barrier
However, it might not be the best to your comfort level

What should I do
To attain my best vantage position
How many times, we still ended up in this unsettled conclusion...