Wishing For Perfection Poems

From the outside
People see her as happy.
She's always smiling
and has the loudest laugh.
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The devil sits in the corner
as i sleep at night.

he haunts my dreams
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She has a grip on my that is so strong,
i cannot break away
She pulls me in, feeds me thoughts
She wraps her hands around my stomach
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Eating away at me
From the inside out.
I use it as my control.
Keeping me alive through the day.
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Everyone says its an addiction
something i cant break
Everyone says im weak
and a little too emotional.
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She sits alone trapped within herself.
Everyday is just another day shes made it through.
She's fighting a battle against her mind.
Shes trying to hold on, for whatever it may take.
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Its hard to believe a year has gone by.
The memory is so fresh in my mind.
Every detail, every thought, every feeling.
It still feels oh so real.
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As seconds turn into minutes, the minuets turn into hours.
The urge continues to grow, getting stronger and stronger.
She tries to ignore it, not wanting to hurt those she loves.
She pretends its not there, and looks elsewhere.
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People come leave your life
as quick as they walked in.

Sometimes they break your trust.
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The angel in her life doesnt come
dressed all in white.
It isnt even sent by something greater.
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