When Im Dead Poem by Courtney Smith

Your the one I think of
the one in my head
your the one i think of
when i am cold and dead.

You were in my dreams
you were in my heart
you werent there for me when i screamed
or when i fell apart.

I'll look for you in heaven
i'll look for you in hell
yours the name i scream
yours the love i yell.

ive dreamt of you
night and day
and when we were able to talk
i had nothing to say.

I pulled the trigger
without telling you i loved you
and still you have no clue
what i felt for you.

i pulled the trigger
knowing i was covered in a lie
i held the gun close to my head
and softly whispered 'goodbye'