When Is The Time To Say Goodbye Poem by Namita D Kaushik(flora goddess of flowers)

when is the time to say good bye, to all the love i have known, when is the time to end your pain, n leave all me alone,.i have watched you on your good days when i felt your strength renewed, but shortly after little ups, the down days then ensure..we ride this rollarcoaster of emotions as we try,, to make it through another day and yet i cant deny........that as i look into your face on dayz that hav een bad, i see a look that beckon's me it'stired, and hurtd and sad.....the little spark i used to see, behind those loving eyes, is growing evr clouded by life's cruel inhumane side, i try to see beyond the pain you feel with evary step, and softly whisper in myself that, this may get better yet.if i can bear to watch you, just another day or two,, i justify my reasons to ensure, i cling to you..for letting you go is harder for the person left behind, it means that i'll let you go, i cannot turn back time.back to the days dey long for now, wyou were full of life; and every day held promise, for our future to be clear and bright,...but now the lights are darkening...we take it daily now, i cannot see our future clear, henor think beyond this cloud.I think the harrdest part in this, is never knowing why, i have to be courageous and have to say good bye...for it i let myself admit that itz the time to let you go, i'd have to face the reality without you.....but i know......that soon i hve to face the final outcome that i dreamed, and holding on the will only, only serve to hurt you in the end.you hav given such unselfish love forall our time in life, but if i hold too tightly, won't let you towards the dark..on to a better life, where you can once again be free, of all the pain and discomfort that holds you hare too....so if i find the courage just to say this last farewell,, i hope you will forgive me for the time it took me...still....i'll hold with me,, the memories tha in my heart remain..pray one day, down the road always,, THAY WILL lesson me,, my own pain