When It Hurts Poem by Heaven Johnson

WHEN IT HURTS SO BAD
WHY DOES IT FEEL SO GOOD?
BECAUSE WE GET BLINDED BY THE THINGS WE SEE
OR ALL THAT HE HAS TO OFFER
NEVER FOR ONCE THINKING IS HIS LOVE GINUINE
OR ARTIFICIAL
BUT WE MAY NEVER NO
JUST THINKING YOU'VE GOT HIS HEART
NOW LET ME CAPTURE HIS SOUL
AS THE REAL HIM UNFOLDS
HE ENJOYS YOUR COMPANY
BUT YET AND STILL HES IN LOVE WITH HER
SO YOU TAKE IT FOR WHAT ITS WORTH
AS YOUR HEART REMAINS INDENIAL
AND YOU ARE SO UNTRUE TO YOURSELF
BELIEVING THAT HE LOVES YOU AND NO ONE ELSE
JUST TO THINK HE WAS NEVER IN LOVE WITH YOU
HOW DOES THAT MAKE YOU FEEL
TO KNOW THAT HIS LOVE WAS NEVER UNCONDITIONAL
SO UNREAL
REALITY SINKS IN AND YOU TRY AND FREE YOURSELF
NOW LOVES IN VAIN
BUT YET AND STILL YOU STICK BY HIS SIDE
MANIPULATIVE LIES
SILENT CRIES
SLOWLY DYING INSIDE
BUT WHY WHEN IT HURTS SO BAD IT FEELS SO GOOD?