Where Do I Go From Here Poem by Jennifer Cook

Where do I go from here,
You are not here to wash away these pain I feel inside of me,
Not a day goes by I don't think of you,
You were my everything,
My life,
My soulmate,
someone I could always count on,
You know things about me that no one knows,
The day you passed away was the day I died,
I felt this ache in my heart,
I thought to myself what is this feeling than came to a realization that my heart is breaking into million pieces,
Your pale skin, so cold as ice,
I can't get the image out of my head,
Hate this feeling that your not here with me,
My love for you is internal,
Baby your my angel,
I was there for you as you were there for me,
Now that I need you,
You are no where to be found,
So tell me where do I go from here,
How do I deal with the fact that you are gone,
What to say and do,
I miss you,
I love you,
I will always remember as who you were to me no matter what.




R.I.P my baby Joshua Keith Billiot Toups
I will forever love you.
01.13.90 - 10.04.11