Where Is This Going Poem by Ace Of Black Hearts

Destine to stay
Destine to wait
Destine to be
Someone who needs other peoples agony
Why me?
How do I fix whats never been broken?
I was looking at it, as it stared right back at me
I waited till it was too late
How empty am I?
Bottomless darkness
Please forgive my arrogance
Please forgive my lunacy
Please forgive my anger
Its been bottled up for so my years
That now if I drink my conscience completely disappears
They guilt is a pleasure
If that's the case I wish it would become light as feather
So I could weather this horrible storm
I don't want to feel so worn out by the end of the day
Day after day
Will I be okay?
Only time will tell
But it goes so slow right now
I just don't know
Where will this go?
Please tell me where this will go