'Why...' Poem by Kevin Wang

this girl that u know of
so fine so pretty
i was wrong to let u go alone
so baby, forgive me
sometimes i'd cry myself to sleep
if u were not ok

u so high
perched high on this tree
cuz u just take this stimulant of urs
this candy
out of my hand
nd u have a dozen smiles right there

i'd think that ur the angel
this magic in my heart
ur probably the one waved ur hand
and changed it to springtime during winter
nd eversince u came into my life
its become a dream come true

baby, i'd stay here forever
just waiting on this swing
deciding eversince u came
i have felt a prick
nd wouldn't stop
even paining me so

so now i'd talk to u
here painting the sky
when u once made me fly
made me crazy like u crazy for fuji
but im so shy
i'd dont know how to talk to u
dont even know how you made me feel this way

let me ask u question
did u ever feel ur heart
ur heart beating twice as fast
cuz thats what im feeling
thats how u'd shoot me off the sky

sometimes i'd like to hold u there
and kiss u
nd yet im only here
behind this mountain
nd too shy
yet determined
i dont know what to do
yet im still fighting to battles for u

everyday when i'd wake up
the dream is gone
where it once was alive and vivd
it was gone
but soon i'd repaint that picture
nd invite u in
in this door
as u once helped u

cuz u shoot me off the sky
u gave me what i could not believe
i'm so happy here
to love u there
yet why am i still here
lovin u
but not going there
why....