Why Am I Alone? Poem by Elius Rubby

Why am I alone?

You may ask why am I alone?
I just want to say
Alone alone all all alone
You alone, I alone that's the truth
We are together falsely shouts
Lonely I like, lonely is my life
But I am not at all lonely
I have some silent friends
Trees, stars, cloud, sea, birds and bee.
I want to be free from human beings
Looking good but in heart so bad
I want to spread love heart to heart
You can say I am a mad.

I talk to the star and raiding on sea
Talk to trees, birds and bee
I am happy moving like cloud
I enjoy life round and round.
You may ask don't you fall in love?
Yes, I am that's didn't feel I'm in love
Truly speaking I am not but I want to
who must be my inspire to go to
My dream world full of wander
Where may not give her worldly pleasure.
But I give her heart touching pour love.

But it's my bad luck whenever
I want To fall in love,
to be close to heart that time
I found she only loves
only for herself only for pleasure.
Forgetting my heart poetry and art.
So I've to leave her to live my heart.
I want to make not just your world
I try to make for all new brave world.


I am selfish only reason why,
It's I, will be waiting for love until I die .
I need the girl who has no desire for earth.
Who has nothing to loss,
Who wants to love people from her core of heart.
whatever she is older or younger than me.
I want to love her, I want to give her mental bliss.
And together we make a new world
of friends, philosopher & lover,
of worker, of mad writer and of life partner.

If you want to come most welcome
Or I have to go on one to one.