Why Do I Feel This Way? Poem by saira sms

i'm over u
its been almost 4 months
i should be done with caring
in fact i don't care
ur happy thats all that matters
but why her
why the girl that hates me
why did u pick her
i knew u always liked her
but for some reason i came first
and there u are together
right in front of me
why be so crule
u know i still care
u can see it in my eyes that it bugs me
its not that i care about u being with someone else
it just why there
in front of my eyes not bothering to hid
perhaps u don't care
perhaps u think it doesn't bug me
or shouldn't bug me
either way its still mean
it shoudln't hurt
i want u happy
i really do
i can even get over it being her
but don't be all over her for me to see
it alright
i'll leave my job
so i don't have to see u or her
i don't mind as long as ur happy right?
but there is no point in hurting myself
so i'll go
for a while
till i've got anouther
then and only then
i hope
i won't feel this way