Why Do Living Life Has To Be So Hard Poem by iesha wilborn

Why do living life has to be so hard?
Older people preech to us almost everyday saying life is what u make it
But, in my eye i'm living on top but somehow far beyond the bottom
Poorest to the poorest is richer than me.
Why do living life has to be so hard?
Iv'e got to go into fantasy to save my sanity.
Iv'e mixed tears of joy and happiness.
I can bear the pain but I can't bear the shame.
There's lots of questions in life but few answers.
Why do living life has to be so hard?
No one thinks about my pain and strain and fears and tears.
Sometimes unreal pain hurts more than real pain.
How do I heal the past pain?
Oh why oh why do living life has to be so hard?