Why Me Poem by Nicole Bentley

I dont know why i am the one that gets hurt
I really need to know why me
What did i ever do to her i really dont know
I just want her to love me again

Instead on me its him, why me
Am i not pretty enough for her
Am i not smart enough for her
Am i to fat for her, why me

I just want to know mom what did i do
i dont deserve what i am going threw
I am sick and tierd of hurting myself
I am sick of it

These scares make me more mad at you
so the question is why me?
Why do i have to be a cutter because of you why?
i really dont know, really i dont
Can you please tell me, please

I will do anything for us to go bad to normal
Just me, you and, sis
Please I WILL DO ANYTHING
I will get prettier
I will get smarter
I will get skinnier
I just want you back

So the question again is why me
Maybe now you can answer it for me
Just maybe, please tell me
What i have done to deserve this
WHY ME?