Why Tell Me Lies... Poem by Nikki Addleton

You think you can always hide it
You think i'll never find out
But your never good at keeping things secret
I always find out something
The things you do hurt me
Inside and out
Dont you ever see my pain?
The way you make me feel
I love you so why do it?
Sometimes you must forget
Think your single
Have a laugh with your mates
Dont you stop to think of me?
When you see me cry what do you think?
That you F***ED up once again?
I was never ment to find out
Never ment to know
But your doing things behind my back
That aint love!
Everyday i love you more
Everyday i try so hard
So hard to trust you
To forget the pain you caused
To try to feel good about myself
But you make me feel worthless
That you want better
But you cant ever hide the lies
Some people would say i deserve better
Others call me a fool
In my eyes its nothing to do with them
I love you
Always will
I'll always hold on to you

~nikki addleton~ 05/08/10