Will I? Poem by Can I Live?

will I be [gone] forever?
holding myself down in this tide
will I [lose] my mind in this?
finding some dark place to hide
will I [be] too late?
loving this life
will I ever [get] through this?

uncomfortable places
difficult minds
never giving in
never finding time
live forever….
I have my disbeliefs
from them we’ll never get relief

will I [disappear]?
giving me no time to blink
will I [break] these wings?
figuring it out…it’s so hard to think
will I ever [fly]?
kindness leaves me barred
(will I [live]?)