Will Not Be Close... Poem by hazem al jaber

i will not be more close to you...
anymore...
because i afraid to look into your eyes...
and to halt more close to you...
afraid to loss my bravery...
and to be weaken again...
and to fall between your arms...
and to forget the past...
to forget your left to me...
and your mercilessness...
then to look for an excuses for my return...

No, will not be more close to you...
afraid to start again the fires inside my heart...
and to fall again in your love...
and with your pains...
to pain me again as you did before...
and to hurt me by your cheats...
and then to leave me again...
and to forgot me after your used...
as you want only to hurt my pains...

are you going to do this again...
are you happy to do this to me...
why...why...

i am the one who left his dreams...
just to dream with you...
and left my life...
to live with you, our life...

Oh, here are your sights...
attack again my heart...
to capture on it...
Oh lady please...
please don`t increase my wounds...
please enough and stop it...
your cheats, left inside me many deep wounds...

please leave me...
leave me alone...
i still suffering with my pains...
i can`t bear any more, your caprices...