Wonder How I Feel? Poem by Geramie White

Bitter symphony run down in my head,
Endless thoughts run down on me while I'm asleep bed,
How could you do this to me?
Your hidden feelings had made me blind now I can see,
I thought you cared,
Had my heart ensnared,
But now I know I've been played,
My feelings for you have been betrayed,
I want to cry so much,
My heart is in a clutch,
The only thing I can do is bare this pain,
The friendship we had was nothing to gain,
Girl you got me hurting so bad,
Even the doubts I had,
I would think you could do me like that,
You thinking the feelings I had for you was something to laugh at,
Now I don't know if I can love anyone anymore,
Hear me out...no more,
I just can't trust you anymore,
I've already erased your number from my phone,
I don't even know if I can hold my own,
Quit toying with my emotions,
With you I ranned out of notions,
The bitter flames has burned the future of you and I,
Now time to move on as time goes by...