Would Anything Matter Poem by Can I Live?

but does anything matter
anymore in this hell?
if they were all broken
and couldn't be fixed
and if I had this bullet
this close to your head
would anything matter
anymore in this hell?
if my life were yours
and I promised to die
and I had this knife
this close to your throat
would anything matter
anymore in this hell?
if I had this notebook
filled with thoughts about you
that began 'I love you'
and ended 'please die'
would anything matter
anymore in this hell?