Would You Care? Poem by Kendra Sullivan

would you care if i was dead or alive?
would you care if i was crying or had a broken heart?
would you care to make me smile when i was down?
as i sing my sad song i think of what ive missed
i think of what ive let go of and lost
you were one and i miss u dear
i would beg and plead
i know i know its to late for that
i give up and think about what could have been
as i cry these tears for you i think of us and what we've been through
i think back to the day we met and cry and sob because i forget
i learned to love and ive learned to hate but now i just cant even date
i knew u were the one but i let u go
i just want u back to say goodbye
ive done it once ive done it twice but this time i wont let go
i wont make do and get by on life
the images in my head with u and her i want to die
becasue i cry i know i care
i know u smile cuz ur not there
i dim the lights no no one sees
i cut my wrist and i watch me bleed
i know im still alive because the blood is red
why cant i just die so im happy to
this place called home is my hell
theres still a place i can tell
its in my heart is where ull be
i still love you always and forever
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